am having a bad time

i think due to last yr lunar 7th mth i din complete the praying tats why am having such bad luck this year

i din believe in the 7th mth praying but am being so call force to do the praying.. never in my 30 yrs in life i pray for 7th mth.. cos my mum says if u pray on 1st day then last day also hv to pray...i din not.. tats why am having such bad luck.. just my luck

am burping like a frog... too much wind in my stomach man... sickening.... eat medication also no use... wat the fxxx man... duno whats got into me... things are not smooth for me

duno will i enjoy my trip to BKK a not... i hope i can...
just now to leave this stupid place for a short while..

my frd's mother in law passed away last week... she is suppose to get married on 31jul but hv to postpone to sep liao...

why there's always a last min thing happen to me... just dun understand...kns.

for the past few weeks nothing happy happen to me..

i wan to switch off my mind & rest in peace...